NOthing to SAY!

Well I do not have anything to post yet. I do not have any update regarding my Research... Do not have something to tell to... well, that is all...

Sweet child of mine...

GReetings to HEAVEN

HAPPY 5th DEATH ANNIVERSARY PAPANG!

MISS YOU!

:] :] :]

The Struggle of Glory

After the struggle of the future tech students for the finale presentation of future technology subject, unexpected wonderful presentations take place.

Well, I could say that it was a successful programme for us last February 10, 2009. Amazingly wonderful. Many students from different colleges came to watch the show and unexpectedly a lot more came by. Faculties of the IC Department also came to witness the presentation.

Luckily, in the last minute, we got a guest speaker. A brgy. Captain from somewhere - i don't remeber the place. hehehe

though, over-all, it was a success

Confusion

Time has been very unfair and everything in this world seems to be a burden.

I am very positive with regard to my study and my future.

I am very attentive when it comes to my child and my family.

I am understanding to the things that is worthy to be understood.

I am polite to do what I think is deserving of my service.

I am honest to what I feel. But sometimes, I have to hide the feelings to avoid issuance to something.

I am strong through the years and became stronger by trials I encounter.

I am me...after all. Human. Real. A woman. A mother. A child. A lover. A friend. A student.

But still everything in this world is unfair....

Research distribution: Coming UP!

I am done with my research instrument validation and i am in my distribution stage. but the only update i have made is to gather all the address of the prospect company for my research and nothing yet has followed.

I am thinking to finish first the soon to be presented future technology final presentation to be held this coming Wednesday and is in urgent status...

After the presentation has been done, i am more free and flexible to do my research survey.

Better be that way... i think...

God bless us!

N. A. L. O. I.

have you heard of this ACRONYM?

What does it stands for? HHHMMMM?

Well, we got this acronym from our subject instructor concerning our diorama in the past technology of our proposal. We were confused about the 'word' written in our diorama sketch. N.A.L.O.I.? Other got N.I. and one got V.G.; now you get what the acronyms stands f0or?


N.A.L.O.I - is for 'needs a lot of improvement'
N.I. - is for 'needs improvement'
V.G. - is for 'very good'

it only means that our diorama needs too much effort to catch a golden fish... I know what is missing in what we presented in our diorama. it is lack of information, it has no enough content... too bad... and yet another presentation is on deadline and we (me and my group mates) have not much time to prepare but we are doing alternative in order to cope up with the assigned date of displaying the present technology diorama... do you think we can make it?

we hope so, i hope we could!

power!

I Change

I got bored with my old blog template when i visit my blog today. Recently, I loved what it look like but later on i realized that the color is so boring...I am not that artistic and I don't have time exploring the net for blog templates.

Well. I thought it is time for me to change the color of my blog template. I go for black... and change the rest components such as font style and color, etc. It looks nice to me then...

Change for another beginning... hmmmm, better do it before it too late...

What Lies Ahead?

Are you afraid of your future?

Am I afraid?

I am not Afraid.... not afraid of facing the future... Events will happen if it will really happen. All of the happenings that will come in the future are intended to come and yet is inevitable to happen. It will continue to happen because we choose it to happen in our lives.

Our technology in the future lies in our hands. It will be in high demand and will be in the stage of SUPERB in application and standards in structures. In the coming days, we are riding in jet shoes. Wow! we would be flying! Such a very high standard technology. Robots may appear in a more humanoid structure and figure with more human behavior. Cars may fly, building will rotate, farmiung can be in skycraper and payments could be done by scanning the barcodes tattoed to our wrist. Wow!

BUT could we live a life in a world like that? Can you imagine your self riding in a plane where your destination is the galaxy? I think I can igmagine that... huh?

What I am afraid in the technology to come is the evolution of humas and robot into one figure. Human brain with robotic body... uhmmm, possible to happen but frightening, I guess. The question is are we still unique in the future? In the present, we are losing our identity by pretending to be someone else on the other side of the virtual world of mobile phones. And besides I believe that technology evolves as war evolves... Technology are best invented for weaponry in the wars to come...

How did we get here?

The reflection:

How do I get here? a question that i had difficult time to answer in deep confusion. Well, I get here in my present condition and situation because i chose to be here and accept all the things that happen to me in the first place.

After all the trials i Get into and all the trials that would come, I think of myself as a woman of little maturity in me. A mother and student at the same time, TIME management is really the big thing to manage about. School is a hassle that should be taken in schedule and home is a place where my time should be divided into my child, to his father and to the chores a mother should do.

I became a little unprofessional and quite in tardiness because of the unevitable things and situations that come in my way. It is really difficult for me to be a mother and student at time but I am really trying and doing my very best and effort to do the job without dropping either of them.

I hope i can do more and the best to both! May The One help me in everything...

Update in need

About my research

The gantt chart: my research time frame should now be strictly followed in terms of consultations and updates. and anything that happen on the progress of my research.

The Paper: my research in on the process of drafting the research instrument which is the survey questionnnaire. I have draft it but I am quite in doubt about its content. So I really and badly needed someone to help me in terms of suggestions and corrections about the content. And yet that someone is not yet found.

The Collaborators: Well, i am still searching for them. I have chosen an adviser but i haven't received any feedback form her since i send her my Request letter. I came to her table but my letter is unfounded. I think its was threw to garbage. then if that's the case, I have to look for another one, I think...
I dont have validators of my research instrument. I dont know who to approach to be my validator... i am in deep confusion right now... huhuhu

The other things: Well, Last Sat is our class reporting sked and we received a sermon from our professor... he has the right to do so, I think... WE prepared like turtles in the preparations for our class reporting. We were very sorry during that time... tsk! tsk!

The fellow researchers: I dont know their progress in their research but Good Luck to them and to all of us!

The Professor: He would be strictly considerate from now on so I should better watch out!

God bless us all!

THIS IS IT!

THe Core of the research is coming near...and is already here...

WEll, I am very much in the depth of my thinking what to do with the implementation of my study. I am choosing who would be my research collaborators. I am looking for persons to validate my research instrument before it would be preesented to the forum for approval to distribute. Well, now I am looking after my research adviser. I already chose one but I do not know if she would permit herself to be my adviser... hahay... I hope she will...

Future technology:

Another expensive subject. hehehe!

VEry much! Anyways, I did a gantt chart for the two subject, yet the gantt chart is in total disaster and there are tasks to be corrected. hahay....

I did another one and I will passed it on Monday. I hope this time, it is correct and very much OK to sir gambs... hehe

GOOD LUCK TO ME!

God bless to all!

Another Burden?

I am back in the track!

I missed this task of typing my ideas and posting it in my blog corner. we'll now I am back! Not only me but all of the students enrolled under the subject Elective 2. We are required to continue the implementation of our research proposal in the subject CS Research Method we enrolled last semester.

Another expensive subject...but it is required yet we are obliged to accomplished what we had started. And since the classes in the university has started, it is also the time to begin the study... and this time surely we should follow what we had indicate in the gantt chart.

hahay... go! go! go!

To my blog, i missed you! hahaha! you will be updated from now on... :]

God bless to me and to my fella researcher!

to treat or to trick?

I want to congratulate all researchers under our cs research method subject! our handwork already bear fruitful success... but don't celebrate too much because another challenge will come on hand.... the continuation of our research proposal will be coming SOON...

thus, in regard with the incoming paperwork trials, let us not be disturbed. let us enjoy the remaining time to enjoy and live our lives to its fullest! our future is in our hands! let's be optimistic and persevere!

to our love ones who supported us morally and financially, big big thanks to you all!

to my baby boy 'elay', i love you baby...

to my hubby, thanks for being there! mwah!

to my fellowmen, if you believe to yourselves, nothing will be impossible!

To God be the Glory. May HE bless us all!

Hard Copy: Proof of Work

I had already completed the research proposal outline but i don't know if the content for the proposal are the precise information needed in accordance for my passage on the research subject...

I have been out for a week for the reason that I encountered family problem and haven't done the hard copy for my proposal... I could not do the docu properly because of the depression caused by the problem that arised.

I go home in my hometown and faced the confrontation with the relatives of my mother. It was a hard time and make havoc in my mind... until now, I have the aftershocked of the happenings... but that's too personal and I'm unable to post it here in the blog site... maybe, later if its not that destructive to me... (hope you get what I mean folks).

So, today, I am doing the drafting of the proposal documentation and checking for corrections and additional info...the hard docu would be my proof that I did my job as student and researcher... hmmm...

I'll be passing it to the instructor for consultation and more corrections... hope it's satisfactory for my professor... he's the man of the research subject, you know... if he doesn't like the content, he would do some 'drawings' in your paper. Ouch! that would hurt me for sure... but I would thank him still... hehehe

God bless to me and to my fellow newly baptized researchers! :]

Am I Late for my Research Proposal?

Its been tough for new researchers like me to compose a research proposal. It's new, it's technical. I am not familiar in technical writing and I am a bit hesitant to check my Research grammatization or grammar.

Its my dead line tomorrow in accordance with my gantt chart/time frame, but I newly composed my research work and budget plan; in which I am hesitant also about it. ummm, I don't think It is the appropriate work and budget plan format. Uhmmm, I don't know. I do my work and budget plan because that's how I understand it... I hope my work is satisfactory to the viewers...

My budget plan, its quite a big amount but i am only considering the real situation i got into. Besides it is only a proposal and changes to the amount of budget would also be possible.
Uhmm, (wag sana sila magalit kung medyo malaki mga amount.)

I hope, i could cope with the requirements of this research subject. Good luck to me and to my fella researchers...God bless us all!

What to expect?

What to expect? thats the question i cannot answer. hayy, Research proposal ko. Im confused about it jud.

I can't expplain the confusion i feel in making the proposal for my research. Who will help me in case i have questions. aside from using the net for querries and our subject's forum, no one guide me jud...

VOIP is broad and new and... and... and... hayyy... About the proposal, I am blind what is the structure of a Work plan and budget plan, that's why i cant make any of them... hahayy

People are you knowledgeable of VOIP? Can someone help me there? HELP!!!!

Can do it still... am not losing hope! hehehe

Thoughts to ponder

I've been working on my research proposal this past few weeks, and I am quite worried of the possible results from the informations I gathered. Actually, I've been to a confusion of my research procedures. I have been confused on the methods I would use in order to attain the results. I don't even know what to do.

No one, yes, someone who would guide me aside from sir RSG, no one (knowledgeable about research) helps me. So, difficult.... hahayyy...

Thanks to search engines, these online information database really is a great help! haha. They've been my best guide and buddy in my research proposal. Such a helper...

My topic, about VOIP. So new in the business industry. Not yet widely expose what it is, but yet widely in use. Users just not aware about it. They're using VOIP but not aware of it. I've observe the advertisement of GLOBE. The new 24ever advertisement, I think that product use VOIP. Phone-to-PC internet connectivity? hmmm? I think so... SO NEW!

So, I think that I will really have difficulties in this research of mine. But to the people close to me, Please do help and I badly need your guide and knowledge! hehehe

To my classmates, please comment to my research update thread if you have info or readings about my topic. it will be highly appreciated. Your names will be mention in my acknowledgment! hahaha...

Kidding aside, Let's look to the bright side. Let's pursue this research, and will gain knowledge...and additional infos...
good luck to my fellow researchers!

Can Research be Done in 22 Days?

Could it be possible?

I am enrolled in a subject CS Research this semester and we are required to make a research proposal for the whole semester. But only 22 days left for me to be able to finish and submit my research work. Can I do it with that span of time?

I am Superb if I could do it... hahaha!

I think for my own good and for me to pass the subject, I will take any privilages that comes my ways in order to complete my tasks before my research deadline. I think I can do it. With the 15 pages of research paper, with the 75 or above reading about my topic plus the related issues and literatures plus the surveys and online searches...

Hmmm....I think I can do it...

Resources for research are available everywhere. the only thing that lacks is funding. money, money, money....that's always the issue in doing research. Financial funding...

But I am determined to finish my research and pass the said subject.

I am superb and I can do it!

To be or Not To be Judge

I've been a young mother just lately. At the age of 20, and in that age I found out that such responsibility is truly not a joke and should be seriously taken. I accepted reality that I have now obligations not only in myself but to my child and to his father. I was never turned down by my family and friends since they have understood the situation.

But I have a question, why does women younger than my age got pregnant so early? should they be judge by the society? Or the society should help them understand the consequences of being young parents? What do you think?